martes, octubre 16, 2018

memoriam noctis.


Saque del balcón aquella planta que me diste.
Había crecido demasiado.
Tampoco puedo escuchar  a Louis Armstrong sin sentir un dolor en el pecho.
Y cuando me quedo mirando mucho tiempo las estrellas, ellas parecen formar tu nombre, porque sos el único que entendía mi obsesión con el universo.
Te contaba mis teorias y vos fingias escucharme, porque creías que era tan inteligente. 
Vuelvo al balcón y la noche me hace recordar el color de tus ojos.
Eras el universo y nunca lo supiste.
Y a veces me dan ganas de llorar, y esta bien.
Me hacías tan bien, lo se.
Pero ahora te fuiste, y yo te escribo.
Faltan palabras.
Perdón por el vacío, amor; Pero te llevaste todo lo que tenia,
incluso esas 3 palabras que siempre tuve miedo de decir.
Ni siquiera se como pronunciarla, no sin vos.
La puerta sigue abierta. 
Vení, vení como siempre que te fuiste, y ya que estas, tráeme de vuelta a mi también.
Te extraño tanto, y de tanto que lo hago, aprendí a extrañarme a mi también.


I remove the plant that you gave me from the balcony.
It had grown too much. 
I can't listen to Louis Armstrong without feeling this pain in my chest.
And when I stare at the stars for too long, they seem to form your name, because you are the only one who understood my obsession with the universe.
I used to tell you about all my theories and you always pretended to hear me, because you thought I was that intelligent. 
I came back to the balcony, and the night makes me remember the colour of your eyes.
You were the universe and you never knew it.
And sometimes I feel like crying, and that's okay.
You made me so good, I know.
But now you left, and I write you.
Words are missing.
I am sorry for the void, love. But you took all that I have,
even those 3 words that I was so afraid to say out loud.
I can't even pronounce them, not without you.
The door is still open.
Come, come like you did all those times that you left, and since you're there, bring me back too.
I miss you so much, and so much I do, that I learned to miss me too. 


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  1. Great post and a great read, thank you so much for sharing hun xx

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